Friday, September 26, 2008

interpretations .

interpretations .
(sorry about this , if it seems a bit off tangent or as common tongue and mind interprets , "emo")

today was a roller coaster .
i dont know . i used to hate these three words .
as superficial as it seems , i dont know - may just be
what drives us onwards .

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school and lessons was actually pretty decent ,
i was rather taken aback when Ms Seah didnt reprimand
Mao and I for skipping the maths lecture .
well ,
we had a perfect excuse - we were doing maths in the library ,
for the better .

im taking a different approach on
the march to the A's now .
unconventionally
i am going to do things my way now ,
i am going to learn
i am going to practice
i am going to understand
i am going to realise
the things i never did before for the past two years ,
on my own .
(of course with the help of teachers and tutors ,
i mean just , not the usual method of drilling and revising)

kind of too late to approach the exams
in a different way now .
but
i know this method , is the best for me now .
and of course , what i think best for getting what i worked for .

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had a good , long emotional talk with cheryl , dominic and hong siew after
an extremely long basketball session .

i realised that , sub-consciously or consciously ,
i was avoiding things in my life .
now im going to take a different approach .

avoiding doesnt seem to be solving things ,
or giving an explanation to things .
neither is it making anyone's life any easier .

my avoiding seems to be
the sublimal switch off of emotions and reactions .

hey ,
emotions dont seem that bad actually .
apart from the excessive and unnecessary output and display of emotions
that i still detest ,
the acceptance of emotions , and taking it into my strides ,
seems to be rather helpful in dealing with things .

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thats what i realised today .
and i shall have to sincerely thank everyone and anyone
who made me realise that .

i never liked ranting ,
so bear with me .

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and here comes the picture of the day .

Picture of the day
Venus , Mars , Mercury (sorry i spelt Mercury wrongly in the picture)
the three "inner solar system" planets .
apart from Mars being "superior" , Venus and Mercury are closer
to the Sun than it is to the Earth , thus they are "inferior" planets .
Beyond Mars lies the Gas giants , Jupiter Saturn Neptune Uranus , seperated by a giant asteroid belt .
from this brilliant image of the sky region , we can clearly see the
well exposed Mars and Mercury giving off a reddish hue , due to their atmospheric composition .

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gonna get back to studying .

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catcha' all soon .
time : 2330
activity : dinner .
music : not playing anything .
mood : pretty decent .

bang the drums . hit the tyres . light the fire . boost the bass . spin the discs . turn the tables .
mix the jelly

and
FLIP THE WORLD

] DJ LT [



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