work work .

cmon agent ,
call me back just once .

and tell me i got the job .

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just came back from a run .

havent exercised for like ,
hmm , since the preparation for the A's ?

i can barely move now .
i have to keep this up .

or not i really really will turn short and stout .

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agent offered me some kind of Pharmacy job
at Singapore general hospital .

stock checking , cashier-ing , counter retail job .

hmm sounds good actually .

i should try around the field abit ,
see what's comfortable for me .

well i took it up .
but the bad news is im now on the waiting list ,
for the interview .

2 weeks .
urgh , i should apply for more jobs meanwhile .

thanks to Li Rong for all the job advices :D
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our brilliant sun ,
literally , brilliant .

that is only 1/1000th of ONE % of the Sun's light ,
thats 0.001% of the Sun's light .

finally the weather is clear enough for me to try my
custom made solar filter .

other than the unusually high amount
of curious onlookers in the day ,

viewing the Sun is an absolutely
wonderful experience .

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im missing the school days ,
ironically .

at LEAST we had something to look forward to .

maybe im still lost in this carefree-ness .

or maybe i just need a job .

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dinner time .

i'll update soon .

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catcha' all real soon .

time : 1943
activity : chattin .
music : not listening to anything currently .
mood : drained .

bang the drums . hit the tyres . light the fire . boost the bass . spin the discs . turn the tables .
mix the jelly
and
FLIP THE WORLD

] DJ LT [

i am scared of me .

i got really hammered yesterday .

really 

hammered .

not something i am really proud of .

and neither was anything i did yesterday .

i'll like to apologise to anyone and everyone

i offended , and my state of frenzy .

seriously 

im really sorry .

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well about the oath to quit drinking ?

it was utterly shattered yesterday .

no wonder grandpa said i should never drink .

grandpa really knows .

i am really really scared of myself .

and i definitely wouldn't want it to affect any of my friends .

im going to quit drinking NOW ,

with no conditions tied .

no excuses of self proclaimed necessity for drinking .

no self proclaimed occasional and situational drinking .

i shall never drink ever . EVER

its now on the same line as my vegetarianism .

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class barbecue was enjoyable ,

and yeah , im glad alot of people turned up .

for the moments i was sober i actually had fun .

and i believe everyone else did .

pictures takes painfully long to upload here ,

so its going up to flickr , for quality and maneuverability .

not ALL pictures taken are up there .

if you want the other pictures ,

or if you want the originals to the pictures you see ,

just pop me a message on msn or sms .

heres the link :

http://www.flickr.com/photos/lesterwong/sets

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i should sober up before handling

anything sensitive .

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catcha' all real soon .

time : 0838
activity : music
music : Thor Arise - Amon Amarth
mood : nevermind .

bang the drums . hit the tyres . light the fire . boost the bass . spin the discs . turn the tables .
mix the jelly
and
FLIP THE WORLD

] DJ LT [   

groans .

back .

ought to really really really

keep up with updating .

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just returned from Astrogazer event .

turn out was actually ,

surprisingly decent .

we had a good spread of children , young adults and parents

attending the observation .

and the weather , was superb .

clear skies throughout .

and thanks to SHAAAAA for coming down and helping out (:

random shots when we were waiting for the people to come :

Outfield

my primary observing scope now , switched for mobility

and quality .

the peeps who helped out through the entire event . thanks a ton !

(as usual , you have to click on the following pictures for the best effects)

shot i took yesterday when the night was clear . 

close up of the Orion Constellation . 20sec exposure .

shot i took after the event . Wide view of Orion , Taurus , and Pleiades .

15secs exposure .

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still no answer from recruit express .

which means no job .

sigh .

im calling up another agent , heard its much more efficient .

if this goes on ,

i'll probably volunteer at the Zoo or SPCA or something .

its not about the money really ,

its about finding something purposeful to do .

and of course ,

who minds a little cash incentive ? 

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past few weeks been pretty emotional ,

ups and downs , actually just downs .

tough ride .

and i prefer to keep it undisclosed , and shoved-under-the-carpet .

its true when people say : "Move on , it'll get better . "

but one thing ,

moving on actually requires something to move on to .

move on .

but i cant .

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keep myself busy and distracted .

at least thats the best i can do for now .

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gonna sleep .

gotta wake real early .

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catcha' all real soon .

time : 0046
activity : editing some pics .
music : Digital Bath - Deftones
mood : nevermind .

bang the drums . hit the tyres . light the fire . boost the bass . spin the discs . turn the tables .
mix the jelly
and
FLIP THE WORLD

] DJ LT [   

what's it like ?

sorry i havent been updating for awhile .

been pretty tight on things to do recently .

but im finally , untied .

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competition's over , pretty glad it is .

i didnt get into the finals ,
but all i know is that i played to my own satisfaction .

i did panicked a bit when i played my first note in the hall ,
becuase ive never heard my notes with such clarity before for a long time .

though anyway , it wasnt really my intention
to join the competition anyway .

but still
it was one heck of a learning journey for me .

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for now ,

till my enlistment in april at least ,

im pretty much unbounded by anything .

what's it like to be free ?
i really have no idea .

i havent actually been this free
ever since i was a kid-playing-toys-and-wondering-whats-for-lunch .

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went out with my secondary school mates yesterday .

played some pool and did alot of talking .

really good to catch up with em finally .

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post processed , and de-noised .

made ALOT of difference .

its noticeably nicer now , i cant wait to get my Photoshop CS3 .

now framing it up makes it looks even better ( to me ) .

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i dont know what i can blog about
for the days ahead .

as most days are now spent , doing nothing at home
other than finding something to do
on the computer .

i need to find a job .

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catcha' all real soon .

time : 1435
activity : playing EVE , photo editing .
music : Korea - Deftones
mood : bored i guess .

bang the drums . hit the tyres . light the fire . boost the bass . spin the discs . turn the tables .
mix the jelly
and
FLIP THE WORLD

] DJ LT [